I Was Born to Survive

Well that sounds like the farthest thing from ridiculous if you ask me… Being close to the one you love? Doesn’t sound too far fetched.. Good luck, girl. You’ll do what your heart knows is right.

I wish I knew who actually cared about my life.

What’s new? Hmm..

I’m going to New York to watch the ball drop in Times Square. And for many other fun things, too. Me and 3 of my friends are leaving Friday morning and coming back Tuesday morning. SO PUMPED

Family issues have not gotten any better. In fact, I think they’ve gotten significantly worse.

Nick and I are still going strong. :) We’ve only been together one month, but nothing has ever felt this great. We actually argued a little bit earlier, which scares me, but he’s asking questions about my past and then gets upset when he gets an answer he doesn’t like. Its pretty irritating! Although I think we’re perfect for each other, obviously individually neither one of us is. I’d say worrying about the past is our biggest issue. Hopefully its only because we don’t like to think about sharing, haha. I know as soon as I trust him completely, and know for sure he’s not going anywhere like he says he’s not, I can let those insecurities go. I’d hate for them to hurt us.